IGN: RedTillDead
Why were you banned/muted?: Advertising/Neo-Nazi Behavior
Who banned/muted you?: Derp/IHazCow
For how long are you banned/muted?: Permanently
Why did you break the rule(s) that got you banned/muted?: Since I am banned for two reasons, this answer will be in two parts.
In regards to the advertising; I was no longer active on the server, and had been making my own server which needs not a mention here. Quite frankly I wasn't thinking, I dmed some people on CivWars to join a Discord group I was making in order to get hype for my server, and a few days later I was banned. I think everyone who played CivWars at the time is familiar with how well my server went, and I was left without CivWars and without my own server. TLDR: I didn't think about my actions, and I refused to take responsibility for them afterwards, saying some pretty vile stuff about the management team which I deeply regret.
As for the "Neo-Nazi Behavior", I do know what this is in reference to as well. I have said many, many things, and posted many more, that are insensitive, disgusting, and more than condemnable. As a result of this, I have pushed away many people who were near and dear to me (you know who you are), and have lost out on many opportunities. While everything I said was in jest, that didn't change the content of what I was saying. Simply why I said it is I thought it was funny at the time, I could say it's because of how I grew up, or who I kept company with in my formative years, but that's passing the blame. It was all me, and I am more than regretful of it.
Why do you believe you should be unbanned/unmuted?: There are some of you who in the last year got to know me for who I really am. There are many more of you who know I have been given more than one chance, and are tired of me making excuses and coming back again. I want only for the opportunity to show more people my true side, beyond the mistakes of my past.
Anything else you think we should know: I know well my chances of an unban are slim, but I want to thank you for reading this anyways, whoever chooses to. I've met so many new people from the Civ community and I am sorry that I wasn't around to meet all of you. But for those of you who I've met and made friends with, and to those of you who I've known for years and we're only just now working things out, I just want to thank you. You guys are the best.
I think I've come a long way from when I was banned. I was 17 at the time, bored out of my mind, looking for mischief to get into. I am 19 now, and while the year difference isn't that great, I think what counts is how far I've come. I am now a full-time employee, a full-time student, and I would like to show people that side of me, if I'm given the chance.
Are you interested in singing in the Civwars Karaoke for a further reduction/complete removal of ban/mute? (if eligible): Always.
Why were you banned/muted?: Advertising/Neo-Nazi Behavior
Who banned/muted you?: Derp/IHazCow
For how long are you banned/muted?: Permanently
Why did you break the rule(s) that got you banned/muted?: Since I am banned for two reasons, this answer will be in two parts.
In regards to the advertising; I was no longer active on the server, and had been making my own server which needs not a mention here. Quite frankly I wasn't thinking, I dmed some people on CivWars to join a Discord group I was making in order to get hype for my server, and a few days later I was banned. I think everyone who played CivWars at the time is familiar with how well my server went, and I was left without CivWars and without my own server. TLDR: I didn't think about my actions, and I refused to take responsibility for them afterwards, saying some pretty vile stuff about the management team which I deeply regret.
As for the "Neo-Nazi Behavior", I do know what this is in reference to as well. I have said many, many things, and posted many more, that are insensitive, disgusting, and more than condemnable. As a result of this, I have pushed away many people who were near and dear to me (you know who you are), and have lost out on many opportunities. While everything I said was in jest, that didn't change the content of what I was saying. Simply why I said it is I thought it was funny at the time, I could say it's because of how I grew up, or who I kept company with in my formative years, but that's passing the blame. It was all me, and I am more than regretful of it.
Why do you believe you should be unbanned/unmuted?: There are some of you who in the last year got to know me for who I really am. There are many more of you who know I have been given more than one chance, and are tired of me making excuses and coming back again. I want only for the opportunity to show more people my true side, beyond the mistakes of my past.
Anything else you think we should know: I know well my chances of an unban are slim, but I want to thank you for reading this anyways, whoever chooses to. I've met so many new people from the Civ community and I am sorry that I wasn't around to meet all of you. But for those of you who I've met and made friends with, and to those of you who I've known for years and we're only just now working things out, I just want to thank you. You guys are the best.
I think I've come a long way from when I was banned. I was 17 at the time, bored out of my mind, looking for mischief to get into. I am 19 now, and while the year difference isn't that great, I think what counts is how far I've come. I am now a full-time employee, a full-time student, and I would like to show people that side of me, if I'm given the chance.
Are you interested in singing in the Civwars Karaoke for a further reduction/complete removal of ban/mute? (if eligible): Always.
